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We will like 14 days far far away. We have A6 year old daughter and we have a two-year-old son who is terminally ill and disabled. It is a lot of work. Honestly planning a wedding is too hard for me to even do right now because I need help. We have to do it on our own we have to pay for it on our own.. I don't know the last time my fiance Mark and I went out on a date actually I don't remember the last time we went out without the children! This is very important to us. I had to quit my job to become a 24 hours 7 days a week caregiver to my son. I don't even know if this is possible I just know it's our dream. We have been together for almost 10 years. He understands me, he knows what I'm stressed, he knows when I'm happy, sad, or any mood. I believe in the power of Prayer and I believe that my God brought him to me. To give me a family and a beautiful kind of love. We deserve this we truly do. The past two years we have lived in a hospital. We need time alone and I'm afraid if we don't get it soon I will lose him forever.